me and logan have been fighting for a week now. i don’t even know why we’re so mad at each other, but i know that every time i call him he acts like i’ve done something wrong, so i get pissed at him. what did i even do? i don’t recall saying something to taylor that would piss you off that fucking much. why are you yelling at me all the time suddenly?
i’m really afraid he’s relapsed, but he’s too damn far away for me to even know.
i’m on the verge of a bad panic attack, i can feel it in my chest.
i can’t do this anymore, i really just can not.